Okay dont think that i have not been productive while i am here at school. I truly have i am currently in the middle of 2 paintings for class and about to start a series of waterscapes. Okay... so i can not send any pictures still because i dont have the proper stuff to use with my camera for mother's mac... I am enjoying the whole college life... not paying attention in class, and i finally found a group that in the lower levels is about self-enlightenment but appearently not so much in the upper levels of the politics of it. I am determining that i truly do want to paint for a living and i truly enjoy life more when i am painting, i feel absolutely like i have my "spiritual well-being" place there... i just now need to figure out why i enjoy painting so much. Arg. so part i dont like is that i only have class for painting such a little time per week and there is always a class i need to study for. I am going to donate all my time after i wash my dishes tomorrow and before four-square to making pastel drawings of my new series and working out some miny paintings that i can use for christmass presents for familiy because i think it is about time i give presents. Okay... so i am seriously sleep... but not like 2 nights ago which i should have been studying so i can stay in college and take painting classes.... Gave blood on Wednesday, whole pint of blood first time too... i was really sleepy that night and i just kinda fell to sleep like at 10:30-11 time period.. frankly that is the earliest i have gone to bed since will i can really remember when i went to bed at nine unless i was super sick and not coughing all the time... And also i am going to go to galleries more and work on becoming a more rounded artisti because i think being fueled by art is what will keep me going in life. I will seriously send a message out once i figure out how to use my camera with my mother's computer.